Just like the first day in college when I had no idea of what would happen next, I still don’t have any idea of what life brings me next. I am back where I started from, directionless, clueless and looking for something but still not knowing what. There are thousands of questions in my mind making me think of answers that raises more questions then they answer. Its where I started is where I am now.
But there is a difference between now and then, the differences is not what I have gained but what I have lost. I have gained knowledge, trust and found friendship but also lost friends, moments never to come again. There are many things that I wanted to do , many words that I wanted to say , many thoughts that that never became reality .The world that I was so scared to leave is now the place where I don’t want to go .
Why does time flies by?? Why cant it just stop where we want it to, to the moments that are perfect, when every thing goes the way you wished it . This “TIME“never stops nor it waits for any one. But I a fool want this time to change its course of direction and go back to the instance when I felt satisfied, when every thing was simple and clear , when I had a direction .
Then was the time when my heart and my mind gave me the same answer for the un answered question of my life but now they go in the opposite direction , never agreeing and always arguing . Who should I listen to now the one that’s practical or the one that emotional???
Is life a game that we all play or is just am illusion that we believe in. we don’t play the game of life but life plays games with us . It gives us the illusion of winning and then for some strange reason makes us start again ………………
SO I AM WHERE I STARTED FROM ….TO START AGAIN FROM WHERE I LEFT !!!!!
But there is a difference between now and then, the differences is not what I have gained but what I have lost. I have gained knowledge, trust and found friendship but also lost friends, moments never to come again. There are many things that I wanted to do , many words that I wanted to say , many thoughts that that never became reality .The world that I was so scared to leave is now the place where I don’t want to go .
Why does time flies by?? Why cant it just stop where we want it to, to the moments that are perfect, when every thing goes the way you wished it . This “TIME“never stops nor it waits for any one. But I a fool want this time to change its course of direction and go back to the instance when I felt satisfied, when every thing was simple and clear , when I had a direction .
Then was the time when my heart and my mind gave me the same answer for the un answered question of my life but now they go in the opposite direction , never agreeing and always arguing . Who should I listen to now the one that’s practical or the one that emotional???
Is life a game that we all play or is just am illusion that we believe in. we don’t play the game of life but life plays games with us . It gives us the illusion of winning and then for some strange reason makes us start again ………………
SO I AM WHERE I STARTED FROM ….TO START AGAIN FROM WHERE I LEFT !!!!!
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