ExIsTaNcE Of " LOVE "

Does LOVE really exist ??? a very intriguing Question ....... At first the answer is straight forward and most probably YES . Looking at the other side people will think there is nothing like LOVE ,its just one person getting attracted to the other or in other words infatuation.Be it his/her way of talking , smiling , moving or the way they look .But I ask if that so then why are we not falling in love with some film star or a model ??? they have great looks and and lots and lots of success to go with it . So for those who think that LOVE is something that is just a attraction then think again .
LOVE cannot be defined , think of it as asking the meaning of meaning ..... you will never be able to explain it in words . LOVE is somthing that just happens , there is no predefined rules to it (if there are then please tell me !!) .LOVE is trusting someone with your life knowing that it could destroy you . Well you have to be in LOVE to belive what I am saying . For me Love has always been something special ,something that does not happen easily but when it does I shore go all YAHOOOOO .
" YOU ALWAYS FALL IN LOVE " - well its a strange statment but looking it deeply you will realise that it is quite true ...... love never rises you the more you resist it the deeper you will be in it . so does these few lines explain LOVE?????

I LEAVE IT TO YOU ALL TO DECIDE

LOOSING "ME"

Loosing - a very powerful word , makes u realise that nothing comes easy in life . Nothing is taken for granted . It will make you feel misrible , sad , forces you to think about the fears that you face ,fear of not being sucessful or not being able to do what is accpected from you . On understanding the true meaning of "LOOSING" i realise that it has made me learn what I could never had ,made me think of things which i never understood.You only understand the importance of somthing when you loose it.
I have lost mant things in life but the thing I regrect most of loosing is myself . People around you change so did I but the change made me loose a very important part of me my life . Now every thing is so fake .Pretending to be somone which I am not is not difficult but being what you are and preserving it is the HARDEST .I hope somday to break this mask which i have put on me and show every one who i really am and what i really want in life . I just want to be free ...... free from every thing that had made me what I am today . When i think of what have I done in life then there is nothing to tell ,to boast about but i think of those days when i used to think what will I do in life then i realise that there were lots of dreams ,lots of aims that i had in life but still not able to fulfil them.

ME

hi all ,
this is ABHISHEK ....... people know me by a whole lot of names ...... "SHEEKU " called by my family , "ABBU" or "METEL" old friends at school used to call me ...... the latest is "HUKKU" - the college version ...... what ever you call me i will remain the same . Same as i was and will remain the same forever (I hope) .I love to be with my friends ,they make my life work(LOVE u GUYZ) .I love my family more then myself(every one does ) .
As for ME i Love to be in the lime light ..... make STUPID jokes and talk a lot . I think my friends know me better then myself so wont say much . Rest i hope this BLOG will hold what i want to write ..... about ME .... my LIFE ...... so lets hope this works out ....